In December 2023, I was technically homeless

 


Just for one night — but still.

I had left my old place, and I hadn’t paid for the new one yet.
I had nowhere to go.

A friend offered me a couch, and I took it. But inside, I was cycling:
Should I stay and move in?
Should I put everything in storage and drive away?

Since that night, almost every month in this apartment has brought the same loop:
Panic.
Crisis.
Rescue.
Repeat.

On paper, I live in a home.
In my body, I’ve been teetering on the edge of homelessness for months.

Until now.

Three days ago, I let my phone get turned off (it's back on now).
I didn’t pay my rent.
And for the first time, I didn’t panic, didn’t call someone for a quick cash injection, didn’t spin out.

I let it happen.
And I stayed with myself.

The tools I’ve been using (inside my Patreon — they’re all there) helped me do something radical:
Feel the fear
without becoming it.
Witness the pattern
without defaulting to it.

And something else happened:

I realized there’s a third option.

Not beg or bail.
Not rescue or run.
But respond.

So I reached out to my apartment complex — from clarity, not collapse.
And now? It looks like I’ll be able to move out on neutral terms, stay with a friend, and actually give myself the space to stabilize financially.

You might be wondering how I can call myself the Rich Witch when my phone was off and my rent’s unpaid.

Here’s how:
Because I don’t teach from the mountain top.
I teach from the messy middle.
I teach what I’m living — and I teach to embody it more deeply.

The witches who’ve joined my programs have manifested real, tangible riches. And now, I’m letting myself be my own best student.

I feel the shift inside me.
I feel something massive recalibrating.
And I know — I know — what’s coming next is wealth, in every form.

If you’re unraveling old survival stories and rewriting your reality too… this work inside Patreon will meet you right where you are. And walk you all the way home.

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